Friday, May 14, 2010

It does happen in Japan - 9....

F**KED UP !! Pissed off !!

Though “Behne De” - an expert combo Karthik & AR Rahman’s work is running in the background, as I am keying in this post with great fervor, ‘Roja’ and ‘Mundhinam’ piled-up next one after the other in my assorted Media-player list, it doesn’t cool me. What’s the next best thing that I should do?
Ok. Let me re-live some of the happy moments in my life to check its soothing capability. Should I cherish the moment when I picked up a hat-trick in a local cricket tournament in my college and ended up with a 3-1-10-3 figure? Wouldn’t budge!!
Fine. Let me re-live the moment when I ended up beating a very tough opponent in table-tennis district-level tournament in his home-ground (or home-table rather ;)) in my higher secondary.
Or is it like I should go on for that moment when I was able to see hell lots of applauds, after I finished a stage performance (It was an English song, btw). Not so effective even now !
Or should I cherish the occasion when after seeing ‘Page Cannot be displayed’ on 50 occasions, my higher secondary final exam result popped up on the screen all of a sudden on the 51st, just to hint me that I have rocked with a mammoth total in the history of my school ? Cloud Nine ?? No. Still hot!! What next?
Singing, which I love doing, is also done. I already have sung “Usure Poguthey” twice along with the song in a loud voice (which is generally not welcomed by my cold-blooded adjacent room resident, and in a broader view, it isn’t good to do in Japan either).
Blog !!! – Fine. Doing it right now to quell this. Not sure though!
I must first apologise for the sharpness of words and vagueness of the content before blurting it out aloud.
Here I go : ‘F**K OFF’.
It might start similar to how Aravind Adiga did in “The White Tiger”. But, that was not my intention.
Heading straight to the summary, “You never know, when you are getting F**KED. There can be brats within reach, within a big circle surrounding you, who might be frigging you out and yet you do not notice that you are being f**ked. It happens just sometimes and happens soft, yet the pinch it gives is not easily effaceable. The time it lasts could be very less, but it hurts. ‘Just F**K OFF. It is so cheap of you’. It is happening, it is all happening with a very strange logic. The logic is the softer it is, the more it hurts. ‘Brat, it happens. The world is spoilt. But, one thing is certain. You do not deserve even a revenge, take care. All the best’.

PS:(Frigger) 'Hey frigger, I am very sure you would have read this. I understand that a wave of chillness would have slithered through you now after reading this. Even if it is for a second, that is satisfaction’.
(Others) Kindly, refrain from this one question : “Hey, what happened?” All other comments are welcome.:)